Happier

Let's try for something happier.
Good people
good times
and sleep.
That's all one can ask for sans the working two jobs
and trying to cut out expenses like food.

I will tell you anything straightforward
but it has to be deciphered by my head.

Things just happen to take this shape. I don't know if that matters.

I've been rocking out to Finnish cellists, a German chick, and angry Iowans.

Sometimes, I wonder if this is real life. Life seems to be getting more difficult, sleep seems to be forgotten more, and yet...
this isn't what I meant at all.
We will all fall to Prufrock.

I don't want to stop the elements, just to control them.