Schlips

After years of gender deferential dress codes
and fixing the turned up collars of my classmates
        while trying to wear my own well
a few stuck around
hanging


some ties were looser
floating in and out on the breeze
but when on fire
burning bright


the tightest one
is starting to choke me
and part of me wants to cut it

but it's so aged
and comfortable
when it doesn't strangle me

and that pre-made and tied one
feels better around my throat.