Let me try again

I want to take this hammer,
break the walls of reality.
to fantasy.


I don't know what I'm doing. Years of preparation for being treated like I'm a little girl again.

I will make some difference. I have to. I can't sit still.

I, I, I, I, I
Dumb. Let's try not saying that letter outside of words or narcissism and crazy will ensue.

Let's make you matter, or him, or her. Let's make people matter.

There was a she once. She was a friend, a great friend, but left for the flute section and we parted. No good words were had ever. Nothing mattered. We faded. We were mortal.

Then there was a they. Eleven. No power to be had. It is why we disbanded. "What do you think of Elder?"
"It was supposed to be funny."
"You bitch"
Fade. Fade. Fade, but a return later.
"You don't like this store. Wait out here."
"You don't like him."
"You chose his side."
"Love, Best Friend."


Words are eternal.
Make them matter, make you matter.


Let's start new words, enough to be told no.